Pain

© By Anonymous
Pain stuffed inside of me
Can't let anyone near me
Can't let anyone see the real me
Can't let anyone even hug me

All this pain that's held in me
Why can't anyone see the real me
Why can't anyone help me
Why can't someone just hold me

All this pain that's eating me
Can't let go of the pain in me
Can't get this pain from me
Can't get this pain out of me

When will the pain stop hurting me
Why can't I just feel me
Why can't I just be me
Why can't someone take this pain from me

Secrets

© By Anonymous

I was a failure and a reject
in the delusion of my mind.
I had a million eyes to give,
but people still were blind.
Things never would have gone so bad
if it hadn't been for you.
You took my normal, happy life
and tore it right in two.
Every day a living hell.
To go on was a curse.
And love and joy and happiness
they only make it worse.
I never saw my life.
I watched it slowly fade away.
But I saw the darkness
as it came in for its stay.
The darkness was you
and the shadow you cast.
Fear filled my soul
now I'll never last.
In the darkness of my mind
hide the secrets of hell.
And every other horrible thing
where only demons dwell.
But I also hide the secret
of all the pain you caused.
I didn't want the world to know
who or what I was.
You can't be saved.
Your destiny's chosen
Your path has been paved.
No potions to save you
nor magical spells.
And I smile, and whisper
I'll see you in hell.